Friday, January 28, 2011

Lilith is Alive and Well - Samantha Birch and "Beat"

I have a very special guest on "The Passionate Mind" tonight. In June of last year, I had the privilege to write the introduction to a book of poetry by Samantha Birch, called "Beat". Without further preamble, here's what I had to say:

Do not stick your head out of the window of a moving car.

That admonition, from Samantha Birch’s poem 87, could easily be applied to the poem itself. Climbing into the passenger seat of her mind as she takes language and wrenches it into forms that are vital, harrowing, inspirational and terrifying, can make you feel as if your head’s going to be sheared off at any moment and left tumbling along the highway as she speeds on.

But it’s too late for warnings. When you read her work, there is no stopping.  

It feels like an old house
It is home to me
The broken motorbike
leans against the shed
Telling me I belong here,
I am loved

The above lines from Custard Creams and Midget Gems echo with the happiness and ache of something as simple, as precious, as coming home. But the world is not a place where we can retreat into the warmth of home forever.

Rid the deranged of bizarre spirits
in hypocritical excess of black bile and shame
It sticks and swirls; There are no winners here

As in those lines from Folly, the great monsters of our time—things like hypocrisy, cruelty, ignorance and pain also take unforgettable shape in her writing.

To characterize Birch’s voice in the words of an introduction is not possible. The poems themselves will speak to that.  They offer an indelible journey into the thoughts of a woman who is a visionary, a fierce lover, a caring friend, a warrior, a mother, a daughter, and who at times wields her gift with words very much like a scythe, cutting away anything that is false, exposing necrosis in the body of our society; looking hard at things that make us flinch, challenging us not to turn away.

A wild wind is calling to me beyond the closed window of a moving car.  I should stay in my seat, safe within walls of glass and metal. But no, that sense of safety is illusion. And there are words in the voice of that wind that I am desperate to hear. 

And here is a sampling of two of the amazing poems from the collection. Sammie, I hope you'll give us some insight into the visions these two works present!

Thoughts On Losing Lilith


On first wake with beast, quietly tethered

A beauty appeared; born of filth and sediment

groomed from my own creation

Impure dust forged clean

Coccyx stump hacked and weeping

Burned and bound

As weakness flows into rivers of primary blood.

Surely not the same earth and clay

From which my own perfect ego birthed.

Thoughts of capture re-emerge

As the beasts distaste struggles

against a futile coupling.

Turning to face my glorious gift

I feel hope, with a prayer

That the tide would turn

To my favour...


"Will you match me in strength and faith?

and not ask that I lie beneath you

still and tolerating as the beast you tamed and refused?"


She bears Sin, the first

Of independence and strange notion

The blood of a hardened mind shows

Within universal eyes

Weakness desert me!

I cannot contain us

The burden is hers

To re-live...

To hold...

Forever more.


"Those who know Love as the sacred word

and who use it justly,

must be strong enough to hold on for the ride"


She speaks of the light within

And travelling poisonous tides

Soaking in corrupted rains lest myself be lost

We were one, her front to back

Yet now she seeks to utter a name

In rising above, she takes the blame.


She... demon queen; in separate form,

I see my need abandoned; a limb

A shadows departure through the boundaries

A flickered glimpse through gates of destruction

and catastrophic shores of abandoned oceans

Shame, my love, shame; show remorse

For lives of whispered children lost in "defyant" battles

Slumbered seduction bears the spawn of life's ruin

Punished and banished in free-will's cage.


With ego dimmed I ask for more

My falsified rib is ripped and torn

Re-emerging as succulent fruit

To tempt and strip bare the truth

I am no longer protected

I see the purity that once was

And I turn to regard the amputated part

With contempt and anger

My own proclivity mirrored

once more, in beauty's face


Her Sin is the second...

She has unveiled my failure as a man

____________________________________________________________________

87

Prophet!  (or Profit?)
Your reflective surfaces show sickness
in magnified proportions

Look... LOOK
Your attention please!

An inspection of the air
reveals sullied skins; grime
boiling in iatrogenic conditions
with superbug resistance
See what you have done
See what you have become


Selfish concentric, ever INCreasing circles
play and ripple in pools of cynicism
and forgotten peace

So-called civilised playgrounds appear
Organic, at first, rollin' with the trees
To be heavily replaced
with perfect, concrete slabs 
In cracked and open doorways
and solar-mirrored walls; cue sunglasses

Human nature is corrupt
(no-brainer)
The destroyer of all things
That means you
So keep your fingers to yourself
Steal nothing, protect EVERYthing
Play dead

Do not stick your head out
of the window in a moving car
You'll barely breathe for long
before it's swiped off at the neck
and smashed up like coffee beans
for a motorway brew on double yellows

So much to lie about, so little time
but you'll only have survived the ride
if you're mad...

or eighty-seven

________________________________________________________________________

 

Sammie's book is available in hardcover and as an electronic download here:

BEAT by Samantha Birch

6 comments:

ks112761 said...

Hey Samantha and R.,
This book absolutely must be read by everyone, Sam makes you feel like she writes right into your life. I give these out as gifts and show people the amazing poetry all the time. I usually start them off with "Beat" not once has someone read that poem and not understood exactly what was going on in Sams head when she wrote it. Once people are hooked on that poem they want more, and once the book is over they still want more. When Samantha writes I read and usually my heart bleeds and I laugh heartily all within one poem.
A totally amazing talent.
I love the poem "87" I always feel like my head was out the window the whole time I was reading it and I love it in spite of the danger!
"Clarity" is my favorite of all time, leaves you pondering how any of us survive the lives we lead.
Rock on Samantha!
Kristaline

Leccie said...

R

Thank you so much for the kind words you have written about me, not just today but over a long stretch of time. You have been a loyal and loving fan of my work. I am very proud of my first book and I truly hope to write many more.

The poems chosen are my favourites. There are others that I am just as fond of really, but these two stand out for me every time.

87 is the ultimate rant, I wrote it in seconds one morning. I didn't edit it, it just is. I was angry at all I could see around me.
I still am. From apathy to riotous reaction – it all makes me sad. We live in a world where we “raise awareness” or “protest” but really what are we achieving? Who is really getting their hands dirty? Or even trying to give something back? What have you done? REALLY done? The answer is nothing – except add to the confusion and fucked up model of existence that is humanity. Unless it suits your purpose you will not extend your hands beyond your own boundaries. Nothing is selfless; nothing is quiet – so think about that fast moving car. I feel scared when I read 87 – and ashamed. “Doing something about it” is not fighting and shouting at protest rallies, it’s not watching endless videos about how fucked up it all is (and then making a coffee and putting your feet up). Sure voices are heard – information is shared and people do become “aware” of wrong doings – but it passes the buck and when the noise dies down it is old news.

Doing something every day, that is the way. Start helping those who need your help, even small gestures. Help your fellow human, the strangers – not just your friends. Get down from your pillar of judgement and be a better person. Because that is the virus that will eventually turn things around: The virus of shedding arrogance and being better than that. Stick your head out of the window of that moving car – and take a look at what is really going on. Drop your mind games and your greed and do something.

“Thoughts on Losing Lilith” is something else entirely; this is a piece that I crafted over several days. I don’t often do that, most of my work is written in minutes. The story of Lilith is one that fascinates me. In many stories she is painted as a demon, a temptress, a whore. The blame is presented at her feet consistently as the weak, wanton woman who would not do as she was told (Eve being another such weak woman right?) Lilith represents the demand for equality; she represents the call for women to be stronger human beings. She was the first woman to pack up her things, pick up her suitcase and walk away. The poem is written from Adam’s perspective. His rambling thoughts as he watches a woman he loves say “enough”. The poem ends with the blame at Adam’s feet, of course.

Leccie said...

Kris

I love you deeply, you have read and understood my insane ramblings from day one. Your love of my work is something I am very grateful for, as well as your unending friendship. Keep passing that book around - you know why I wanted to be published (and it has little to do with money) - I want people to read, nod their heads and understand. But more importantly I want them to think, really think and feel something. Maybe they will wake up from the nano-machination and haze of daily life and think "well...actually..."

Much love

Sam

ks112761 said...

I love you back, I have always loved the fact that there is someone out there with my own cynical thoughts and deep ponderings and I totally appreciate the fact that you make great poetry out of them!
You truly are one of the best I have ever read anywhere, Poe would be proud!!!
Hugs
Kristaline

R. Paul said...

Sammie, since I first read your poetry, the quality that has captured me over and over is the depth of truth to be found in them. In some cases that truth reaches out in a universal fashion (as I think it does in both of the poems above)...but whatever the subject, there is an intellectual and emotional veracity to your writing. I find that rare, and very compelling.

The "rant" of 87 strikes deep for me too...I have spent a large part of my life working either openly or subersively to "do something" -- to create a mixture in my life of helping people directly when I can, or to offer something of the desire to add positivity to the world through writing and creativity. It's not a selfless desire -- I feel more alive when doing this, and I quite selfishly enjoy the experience of feeling that kind of connection to life. You do it as well, that's something I've never doubted. Your anger and frustration with a world that constantly seems hell-bent on emptiness and greed wrenches the reader into asking hard questions of themselves.

Your Lilith poem too carries a thread of anger at the blindness that runs rampant in the relationships of men and women -- as I've said many times, though raised a Catholic on the story of Adam and Eve (long since given up along with Santa Claus, lol), the parable of Eden has become one of the failure of men to recognize and embrace an equal partner in their lives. The strong woman (embodied in Lilith) has been appallingly demonized over the centuries, and what a waste, what a tragedy that is!

All in all, the poems in your collection still, after many readings, make me feel the velocity of hurtling down a highway of the mind, emotions and soul, with frightening glimpses of things discarded and lost on the roadside counterpointed with a wild hope that by reading your words something may be salvaged there, retrieved and nurtured back to health (even if bleeding or damaged) before it is wholly lost.

Thanks for even the dark visions, Sammie, and those precious moments of determination, and yes, hope.

Leccie said...

:) Thanks R

It all comes, startlingly easily, from exasperation! lol